So.
Winter time, stuck in my home working.
In desperate need to get out with my body and with my mind.

But at least i'm satisfied of not being stuck in another f****ng office 8hrs a day, doing silly things, so yay for me.

Some things are really changing, positively, yet i feel a stillness that makes me nervous.

Hmm... this journal entry has really no point
...

Bye

Mrt.

(Everything you know is fake)

...just don't ask why.

just, if you can, try to breathe.

Please please please, for once in my life let me try to make things as simple as they are.
Natural as they are.
Spontaneous.

I'm just looking for something simple on the pure side of me.
How far will this last?

"Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
Every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost

Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the firing starts
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off… "

(Coldplay - Lost)

...i've been really busy working at my last two videos, lately.
And it's not over yet!
But it feels good.

I've got something more, my new portfolio (online from a month... so not so new really! ), and i'm inviting you all to see it!

it's here(but i'm thinking to move it to a more "personal"space ) :

martab.bravehost.com

...i promise, i'll make an english version soon!

...and about soon: i've got tons of new photos..

Cheers